letter =)

To the one who make me feel like princess ~

thank you for everything you did to me

although you are not with me , but i can feel a lot a lot love from you

although i duno what you do behind me ,

and i don't care .

I am trying to put down everything , my past

just for you

thank you

=)

I want to be princess =)

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess.
Every woman deserves to be treated like a queen.
When is the time i will be someone princess ??

I believe all the fairy tales story,
I believe that i can have a long last relation till the end of the day i die .

AND i even trust i can handle long distance relation.

But I am so weird in handling all the relationship .

All i know is just hold back + avoid.

I know what I want , Who i want and... I run

I run because i am scare and I used to bulid a high high wall around me to avoid all the heart broken cases happen to me. My heart is not strong enough to handle all this kind of thing and i am not allow myself to do the same mistake that i used to do to at my past.

I don like all the stupid sweet talks , rumours ~

All i need is just a guy who can be man enough to prove to me that he love me , care me more than anyone else , taking care of me ...

I wont give my heart away untill i found the one who i really falling into ~

and i don't mind waiting for the one who steal it away ~

no matter how long i need to wait !!!!

wondering ~

I was wondering who am i thinking in this lonely night ??

mind keep appearing YOU!!

but is just so blurr ~~

guess that no one yet can grab my heart away

i think my this year birthday wish gone again ~

when can i just can fullfill it ??

waiting ~~

mayb next year ???

=)