what am i thinking?

cny is coming...

and things goes worse and worse

and it not suppose to be like this

but

what to do ??

I really don want it to become like this ~

maybe i really too much hoping from you

hope things goes better soon

=)

Sorry that i loved you

I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye

dream ~

it has been a long long time i never have such many dream in one night ~
dream a lot a lot !!
some sweet, some scary.
heard that aussie will come one more heavy disaster very soon !!
really scare to see newspaper everyday
all the news seem like keep reminding me something
what can i do before everything was too late ??

gulliver's traveller

thanks to you
GULLIVER'S TRAVELLER
thanks for let me know it early before everything was too late !

luckily ,
i still can pull myself up before falling ~
disappointed !!!

rainy day

i hate rainy day
i hate storming day
i hate when the night is coming
!!!!!!
i feel very uncomfortable when all this come toward me ~
so please !!!
GIVE ME SUNNY DAY ~~

clumsy day =(

today is my first practical class !!
and i have been assign to become manager =)
i was trying everything to do my best , but things doesnt go so right .
Early morning my lecturer left me and told me she need go back house urgently .
What to do ?? things still need go on .
And my team was a bit frustrated cause of everything was in a mess ~
NEVERMIND , everything was still PERFECT at the end.

Mr Alex came , Mr Anshul came and last Mr Kenny came ==
First practical class so many lecturer come and take over the class , see also faint !!!

and the best part is , haihhhh
i borrow my cutety lock to cutety shuping , and i throw my bag with the lock key inside the locker ~~

so end up we need to cut of the locker and took our bag !!!
grrrr~~~
do i really can't survive alone ??
how long should i need to continue my clumsy day ??

幸福

被爱幸福？
还是爱人幸福？
真矛盾
难道不可以得到两者吗？

happy new year ~

hi 2011
bye 2010
left one more year to survive ><

my lovely neighbour+monkeys+drivers+soulmate+bestie
in the whole year ,
thank you for taking care of me , fetching me , playing with me and together with me ... There are so many things happen around us but somehow we will still the same =)
together go explore
together go jalan jalan cari makan
together anti
together play
and too much together among us =)
i feel great and happy to be with all of you ~~
and one more thing , thank you to all of you for fetching me here and there no matter how far am i , although fetching me is not you guys responsible , but u all still fetching me...
hahaha i am thinking when was the day i can drive to fetch u all back !!
maybe one day ??? i fetch all of you to kuantan.
wan ???
I am always the planner , and you guys always the drivers . =)
thank you for the joyness you guys give me the whole entire year , and seriously i m growing fat because i have been feeding by you all so much !!!
before i get a bf , i think this coming year need you all fetch and take care d ^^
hahaha
love you !!!