wondering ~

I was wondering who am i thinking in this lonely night ??

mind keep appearing YOU!!

but is just so blurr ~~

guess that no one yet can grab my heart away

i think my this year birthday wish gone again ~

when can i just can fullfill it ??

waiting ~~

mayb next year ???

=)

love is hurt

love is hurt

isn't it ?

i never know ~

in my lovely small little world , love for me is

sweet , romantic and wonderful

but

in reality

there is no this kind of love

maybe there is ,

but somehow i don believe it belong to me ~

because the one that belong to me wasn't here for me

Everytime i open my heart ,

you will be there ~

I am waiting ~

waiting for someone to bring you out from my heart

waiting for someone to replace you

One Year past ~ 2nd year coming ~

where is the someone who can replace you

from getting me out from suffering because of you

why everytime when i want to start a new life ,

I will back to zero again ~

plenty of chances just past by me like that ~

there is always chance ~~

hmm...

possible or impossible ??

i give it a chance , and hoping that miracle happen~

but disappoint always came toward me

waiting myself to end it one day

i bet the day is reaching soon ~~

giving up

pissed off !!

grrr....

i am totally giving up now !!!

haihh

finding trouble for myself now

i am stupid right ??

or what am i thinking actually ??