love

手背是肉，手心也是肉。

i never think of hurting each one.

and i just don deserve the love

SO,

what should i do ??

is letting go is the best way ???

i bet i will be the one who will be completely hurt~

world end !!!

there are a lot a lot rumours out there to say that world end is coming

Am i afraid ??

of course.

I am scare of die badly !!!

There are so many things i haven do yet fulfill half of my dream.

BUT

If world really end tomorrow ,

I will accept it .

My lovely parents is here with me ,

my lovely friends is here with me ,

and you ,

is with me too .

Although we never together and go through a lot of things ,

I never regret loving you .

There are a lot of things i have never said it or mention it ,

hope there are chance for me to said it.

Before everything is too late.

ALSO,

god please stop all your cruelness toward us ,

don't you see that we human are changing ??

true love

True love is when i can look in your eyes ,

see my heart in you.

Although u don't speak it out ,

i will still feel the love.

Can i trust u???

Or it just a sweet talk to me .

As you usually did ??

afraid of getting hurt

afraid of lies

afraid of end up tears

afraid of heart broken

thin version + fat version

wee ~~

so happy today although kinda hurt this early morning !!

i am fine !!

hoping you will be fine too =)

successfully stalk the thin version wan !!

wowww i just cant stop looking at the fat and thin version of YOU

ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｒａｔｈｅｒ　ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｙｏｕ

i really miss you

miss your laughter and your wife =)

miss the day when we go here and there

CONCLUSION

i am lost again ~~

Disappoint

No point for me to say anything beside one word

DISAPPOINT

=(((

you make me completely disappoint on you

truly disappoint

btw , i am glad that i make a good decision ~

hoping i wont't regret this time

letter =)

To the one who make me feel like princess ~

thank you for everything you did to me

although you are not with me , but i can feel a lot a lot love from you

although i duno what you do behind me ,

and i don't care .

I am trying to put down everything , my past

just for you

thank you

=)

I want to be princess =)

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess.
Every woman deserves to be treated like a queen.
When is the time i will be someone princess ??

I believe all the fairy tales story,
I believe that i can have a long last relation till the end of the day i die .

AND i even trust i can handle long distance relation.

But I am so weird in handling all the relationship .

All i know is just hold back + avoid.

I know what I want , Who i want and... I run

I run because i am scare and I used to bulid a high high wall around me to avoid all the heart broken cases happen to me. My heart is not strong enough to handle all this kind of thing and i am not allow myself to do the same mistake that i used to do to at my past.

I don like all the stupid sweet talks , rumours ~

All i need is just a guy who can be man enough to prove to me that he love me , care me more than anyone else , taking care of me ...

I wont give my heart away untill i found the one who i really falling into ~

and i don't mind waiting for the one who steal it away ~

no matter how long i need to wait !!!!