first internship

my first industrial training held at 11/10/2010
i was thinking why dont it held at 10/10/10 ?? so i will never forget everything that happen today ...
my first day was in a big mess , for sure , late in the morning , ktm delay , lost in hotel and department , the food in cafeteria was like =.='
hahaha but overall , i felt it was ok !!!
we human always unsatisfied for what we having , i learn a lot thing while i was alone inside ktm .

one hour ++ in ktm ~
**i think about u and about haagen daaz , duno why**
**i flash back all the memory and felt that i shouldn betray u , haha**
ok , i am crapping actually ~~
just wan to say that i am happy with my training life now , the stuff was good !!!

05/10/2010

is it a dream ???
NO！！！　
But i still cant accept what had happened ~
i was dreaming about it for almost one year and finally my dream was becoming real~
i just cant believe myself ~
am i dreaming ??
it was really so real and he was just sitting with me in same table ...
huh !!!!
both of us was just so shy talking to each other ,but you had silently wished deep in my heart
the moment was unbelievable and i do believe that we still got chance , or am i bluffing myself once again??
or maybe i should really put you down and try another relationship??
can i ??
i hate taking other as your shadow , comparing them to you , but i just cant control my mind. Someone ask me , if you find back me again , will i accept you ???
i was struggling ~
maybe i will ,or maybe i wouldn't.
But probably i will answer , i wouldn't.
My god !! what have i done now ... i was so confuse

my dear kitty , i was always believe there are some fate between us , that the reason i cant put you down for this whole entire year although i try fall to others .
But , i was not going to give up trying , i believe there are someone will better than you...
thank for all the nice memory you giving me...



ps : my dear yl , thank for everything you and royce help me on that day , i appreciate it so much ... Really really long time never see him in such a close and happy way .

WAKE UP !!

sitting in library , using mac to online ~

it was a pretty good experience , the screen is so big !!

woohoo =)

time really flies very very fast , i have been study in hospitality for long time , and my term 3 is going end ~

hmmm, i knew a lot a lot of thing ,have different perspective in many thing , and not only that , i knew a lot a lot of different people , and because of this , i fear that a barrier will be create between me and all my bestie !!!

but it seem opposite , the bond between me and them is getting closer , somehow it create some disaster for me which i cant escape !!!!

but , i bet everything will be fine soon as usual ~

believe in that is the only thing i can do now !!!

one come one go !!!

haihhh .... it make me speechless something , and i don like it seriously ~

i dont used to it although i force to ~

i just want to have a stable life !!!!

i want it badly ~

i dont like to hurt "you" , so i dont want people to hurt me too ~

as my lovely babi and bestie say , at the end , i am the one who always get hurt !!

everyone know how to protect themselves , only me !!!

WAKE UP PLS !!!!!!!!!

PLEASE .....