bak to normal

am i think too much ??
the more i think , the more i feel sad...
but i don even know what am i thinking ....
can u let the time slow down bit???
i wan everything bak to normal ~~
PLEASE ...............

i m waiting ~

no expectations , no disappointments!!!
haha is right actually !!
but sometime expectation make our life more colourful ~
for me ， i would choose no expectation for me ...
i would rather choose living in a simple life without any distraction !!!
today is reli tired of waiting d ，
don wan wait anymore , and no more waiting !!!
one more sleepless night for me today ~~

sad =(

this week was a horrible week for me !!!
i duno how am i passing through this week ~
i got nothing to say anymore !!

all this happen to me was what i deserve to get it !!
is my fault !!!!!!
not your fault at all , shouldnt blame you , and i wont blame u !!
but ,
i blame myself for not loyal to u in this 3 months .
i have fall for other which i know u wont care !!
i though things will change if i try , but it wasnt ... and the feeling coming bak again !!
i know i was terrible !!!



PS : if time can fly bak , i will rather choose continue wait for you or hid under your shadow forever !!! at least i am still the happy EVEN !! because you wont hurt me !!BUT now i wasnt happy anymore ....
and i deserve it !! for not being loyal to you ... sorry !!!