Friday, May 14, 2010

PAST ~~

亲爱的猫猫,

如果有一天我放弃了你,

请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人,

是因为我发觉你不珍惜我,

离开你并非我愿意,

我不想拿放弃当威胁,

因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口因为我爱你.

假如有天我真正选择了离开,

那么对不起不是想要你的挽留,

而是对你真的死了心,

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好,

在我决定离开你之前我会给你好多机会,

如果你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本,

有天我会真的走出来,

虽然我会痛会伤心,

可我了解自己,

一旦爱上一个人会全心全意,

可一旦我真正决定了死心,

那么我只会哭一次,

然后选择忘记,

不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合,

我的字典里没有这个概念,

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开,

那么我便再也不会回头,

在你生命中..我重要吗?

你有在乎过我吗?

每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗?一直以来都是我自作多情
而已吗?



不要让你身边的人等得太久了!
如果有天我真的消失了,


你会不会再找到我.也许我只是你生命中的一个过客而已吧


Arghh... it been so long i never mention or think about it anymore !! once i see this post , i think about u !!! my little big big !!! haix...
YOU still OWE me an answer lar and when i jus can get it !!!
DREAMING LAR ME !!!
hahahahhaaaaa

Sunday, May 9, 2010

emo boyfriend !!

emo la emo la !!!
let u emo till u song song , i don care ~~
better emo till one whole month untill hair all drop !!!
08/06/2010 !!!!

Friday, May 7, 2010

subang 's life ~~

fis of all , i started to stay outside , learning to be independent .
Its quite hard for me to adjust myself in a new environment , i never left my parent for this 18 years . Hmm... but is good to start to learn now before i going overseas study .
This one week , i miss everything at klang so much , even in my dream , i also miss the food , the people and my house so much !!!!

i m really crazy in this one week staying outside , i m not a bad gal !!! seriously i am influence by my loving roomate who start to fall in love recently ♥
monday ♥ go anson house and have dinner and see movie
tuesday ♥ having dinner at hostel with anson , mini and all housemate
wednesday ♥ go cheras pasar malam
thursday ♥ stay at hostel
friday ♥ waiting lovely khaijie fetch me go bak my lovely house ~~

ladies and gentleman , introducing my new house !!!
currently i will be staying at sunway court now !!! if i didn stay here , guest what !! i have to wake up early and go to ktm station at 610am every morning , so I m lucky ~~
thx zixian for sharing her room wit me ~~ hehehe
MYNEWROOM , is quite small and definetely smaller than my room !! i still can rmb once khaijie step into my room helping me take luggage .he say ...
khai jie : " the room so small , u can sleep arr ?? and the bed seem so hard to sleep !!"
haha but seriosly i sleep quite good la , i m pig ma 。。。 i where also can sleep , right ???

when i reach house , i really feel different feeling . I feel everything like become so different , my parent and everything ..。 They treat me so good , and i can feel they are happy because i m growing up , can live without them d FINALLY ~~~ haha
last but not least !!! my dad say i become fatter when i bak from subang !!!!
got meh ??????????????