FORMULA 1

going for formula 1 interview on sat morning , it was so excited because that was my fis interview . But it turn up sadness , because all the person who go interview is my senior , jus 5 of us are from term1, is kinda weird , but whatever la. At last , i pass my interview oso , and the lady who interview us is from VIENNA i think so , so charming and pretty .


sunday morning went to college for training again !!! i totally feel giving up for the job !!! my god , everyone was saying easy taking 9 glass with full of water , SURE LA ... they even go for industrial training , but i what oso duno , and never take before ... haix , my hand was shivering and shaking , i don even can move my leg forward , so heavy !!! But that not the worst part , when i am practising taking 5 plate in one hand with those cutlery , ok !!!!
You can imagine i that time i was like nothing standing there and cant even support all the plate with my hand ... haix !!!

Alex say it would be the tough job for us , i know , but what can i do ??? haix ... i scare i will give trouble on that serving day , plus serve all the higher level person and rich person . GOSH ...... and i dun even know what to say to the guests and all the stuff lar ....

feel crying .............................................................................. HAIX
GOODLUCK to me bah ....

finland !!!!!

Finnish Culinary Workshop?? what tat ??? wierd la ... still wan me stay up for so long untill make me miss the bus , (actually didn miss ) haha .
ok , it actually is some exhange programme with a lecturer from FINLAND .

first of all , she is introducing us all the finland food and all the ingredients which we as a MALAYSIAN never seen before , it is kinda new to us , all the food was really nice and NEW.
she is the assistant chef , a very nice and pretty girl ...

APPETIZER
1.binnis with roll
2. salmon mousse

3. reindeer tartar main course
4. finnish macaroni casserole 5.chanterelle soup dessert
6.suomen marjat
7 whipped lingonberry porridge
it is just something like oat , but it is purple in colour . Porridge is not like the porridge which we say it alway in our daily life , it is cold and not hot or even warm . We call that congee actually . i got no pic because ther were some error , hehe.

my final CONFESS!!!

爱情就像舞会，
教会你最初舞步的，

未必能陪你走到散场。。。
爱情就想听音乐，遇到好听的 单曲重播
一秒都不想停下来
而如今只能随机播放，等待下一首能让我心动的旋律。。。
等待...
记得我曾经对他说
等你是件幸福的事
可是，无结局的等待让我心碎
这世界上最累的事
莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了
还得自己动手把它粘回原型
我不等了
因为我学会了放手
我的眼泪落在你看不到的角落
曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影
走了很久 才发现 原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫
偶尔 碰触到伤口
偶尔 也会小声哭泣
我选择逃避
用尽美丽的童话来掩盖丑恶的谎言
我催眠自己
因为我受不起伤害
我活在过去
因为现实生活中
你已离我而去
你送我的礼物 我舍不得扔
你给我的回忆 我都藏在心里 偶尔拿出来重温
很无聊的 你的照片存了又删 删了又存回
很自私的
每秒都要你在我的头脑里跑一趟
也很笨的
每一天都在你看不到的角落
关心你。。。
对你，其实我还在意
我们可以重来吗？
我们可以回到过去吗？
我很清楚 我们的生命线不会遇到交叉点了
两条不碰面的平行线 只能隔着远方看你
终究 我们成了彼此的路人甲
想念你的我
希望你是幸福的

你的冷漠，已习惯了，但愿你知道我的想法.但每当想对你说时，我却退缩了。放下你的第一秒， 希望是对的选择。

it actually is a lyric from a video , hmm ...well , the third time my confess i think , and it fail again ... i wasn't that sad , but feel quite release , if can , i really hope you can give me an answer ... but now everything is over ... I AM SURE I WILL BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU !!!