everyday is a wonderful day

Human

are the one who control the emotion

Either to be happy or sad

Do not let the thing control you

You yourself control the thing

either in a happy way or sad way

no one in charge of your happiness except you

so ,

be cheers =)

you never know there are some people around you worry about you

no one in this world is alone

there are people who care,

Use your heart to feel about it ,

open your eyesight widely

Everyday is a wonderful day

my old old friends~

Time flies very fast

It has been awhile all my friends are leaving

one by one

to a country which is totally new

dunno how to speak out the feeling ,

the feeling was so heavy until cannot let it go

天底下没有不散的宴席

my friends ,

all the best to you all

we will officially meet again in the future ~

the memories we have been through will be in my heart

always

forget and forgive

PEoPLE

DON'T try challenge my EQ

Just to tell you ,

I forgive you ~~~

Just because time heal everytime

=)

THE WAR

OPERATION CHARLIE- ECHO
DH35
G1,2,3

This is our own war ,
All of us fight , scream and shout at each other ,
But , our goal is the same
Success the event
Make our guest enjoy and cherish their moment , have the best dinner that they will never forget.
Seem that we did it ,
thanks to all kitchen crew & fnb crew .

Lastly ,
I am glad that my bestie are here to support me although the cost of this event is quite high .
I am sorry because fail to let you all won the lucky draw ,
but you all still feel free to came my house borrow my bike and ride around ~
hahaha



Love you all ,
as always
=)

Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts

I learned to live , half alive ~
Who do you think you are ?
Running round leaving scars~
Collecting your jar of heart
And tearing love apart !


who do you think you are ?
who do you think you are ?
who do you think you are ?


I am glad that i made a right choice ,
If not i can't imagine how suffering i will be now~
To the one always hid behind when they are something happen
and never dare to face it
If the thing never solve ,
we will never back to last time.
I will never care what you saying or denied or whatever ,
Cause i am not the one who start on the war
My war have ended officially , and i am proud that my event
was a success !!
So that is no need me to worry more ,
If you choose to be that way ,
then just follow the way we want ~

heartbroken

In this one and half year time ,

i am satisfied and happy with my life , friends , my course and everything.

Until today ,

i am seriously heartbroken and sad until my heart is going to tear apart

Holding my tear super hard to prevent it flow out ,

because i know it is no worth for my tear flow because of you

Two of you ,

I seldom hate people or angry people ,

congratulation !!

you success made me hate you two completely no matter how important you two are to me

Everything ,

you once to be my soulmate , bestfriend , or even a friend that we can talk secret to ,

you choose to be this way .

Until You

It feel like nobody ever knew me

until you knew me

Feel like nobody love me

until you loved me

Just want to let you know , i am happy to be with you although you not always beside me ,

thank you

=)

human being

Sometimes ,

human being is weird !!

When a person talk nicely to you with a lovely smile on it ,

you will do everything what they want you to do .

BUT，

if you show them smelly and ugly face ,

human normally won't do what you want them to do although you are right.

Just a simple things ,

A smile will change everything

=)

the distance

I believe

There must be a way for us to stay together

and i guess

we have found it

=)

the true

I though all this stupid rubbish thingy won't happen to me

But when i know and realize the true ,

I feel that it was so hurt !!

How good i hope that this thing won't be happen ,

maybe it will ,

but not so fast yet !!!

All the promise and faith was just bull shit ...

I think i have to walk away before everything is too late

but ...

is so hard

and so pain

=(

bye penang =)

Officially end my 2nd training ~

Bye penang !!!

Bye all my wonderful memory in Penang !!

happy birthday my dear kim jie

This post is purposely wrote for u ,

my dearest kim jie ~

Happy sweet 19th birthday to you !!!

my whole brain is about u , and i felt so bad that i can't join you guys celebrating birthday !!!

skype with you all made me think of our past

and my tears has been falling and falling again since last night ~

god know how much i miss you all until i can't stand of it at all !

I miss you all so much ,

my dear che che ,

khai jie ,

houken ,

junjie and everyone ~

how are you ???

did everyone fine ??

I used to express everything to you all whenever there is something happen , but it has been so long i never been update and update you !!

Countdown two month more ,

and waiting for our next next outing ~

take cares ya my dear friends =)))

love you all !!

R.I.P

to all my bestie who seeing this post !!!
I just want to tell all of u that you guys mean a lot to me !!
Please drive carefully ,
because i can't afford to lost all of you ~
Please , drive safely !!!!

love is fragile

Love is just like gambling , and it depend on your luck !
If u are lucky , you would probably meet the right one!
If you don't , you will lose everything include your heart ~~

Where am i standing now ???
You seem so far yet so near me !!!
i can't imagine when time go longer what we will be ,
or i can was just trusting you and believe in you and
US

heart

I may be a liar ,

but i am not.

What am i doing was just following what my heart thinking

And ...

my heart seem have made a choice for me without realizing it ,

And i found i can't control it.

There may be more and more challenges waiting me to face ,

but i know nothing i have to worry !!

Because you are always there for me ,

my sweet 19th birthday

my 19th birthday was really wonderful memory in my life

thanks to all my lovely bestie

I don't know how am i suppose to express my feeling

but it was really awesome celebration

Thank for all of you giving me such a memorable celebration.

and i love it so much !!!!

my present !!! love it super much ~

having dinner at rakuzen

one more surprise from my college mate !!!

the card was soo awesome !!

thanks my dear roommate for spending time do the card for me !!

love you so much !!!

and lastly ,

thanks to all of you !!!

you all are part of my life , and i will never ever forget you all no matter how old , how far is us !!

i love you all ~

=)

love

手背是肉，手心也是肉。

i never think of hurting each one.

and i just don deserve the love

SO,

what should i do ??

is letting go is the best way ???

i bet i will be the one who will be completely hurt~

world end !!!

there are a lot a lot rumours out there to say that world end is coming

Am i afraid ??

of course.

I am scare of die badly !!!

There are so many things i haven do yet fulfill half of my dream.

BUT

If world really end tomorrow ,

I will accept it .

My lovely parents is here with me ,

my lovely friends is here with me ,

and you ,

is with me too .

Although we never together and go through a lot of things ,

I never regret loving you .

There are a lot of things i have never said it or mention it ,

hope there are chance for me to said it.

Before everything is too late.

ALSO,

god please stop all your cruelness toward us ,

don't you see that we human are changing ??

true love

True love is when i can look in your eyes ,

see my heart in you.

Although u don't speak it out ,

i will still feel the love.

Can i trust u???

Or it just a sweet talk to me .

As you usually did ??

afraid of getting hurt

afraid of lies

afraid of end up tears

afraid of heart broken

thin version + fat version

wee ~~

so happy today although kinda hurt this early morning !!

i am fine !!

hoping you will be fine too =)

successfully stalk the thin version wan !!

wowww i just cant stop looking at the fat and thin version of YOU

ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｒａｔｈｅｒ　ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｙｏｕ

i really miss you

miss your laughter and your wife =)

miss the day when we go here and there

CONCLUSION

i am lost again ~~

Disappoint

No point for me to say anything beside one word

DISAPPOINT

=(((

you make me completely disappoint on you

truly disappoint

btw , i am glad that i make a good decision ~

hoping i wont't regret this time

letter =)

To the one who make me feel like princess ~

thank you for everything you did to me

although you are not with me , but i can feel a lot a lot love from you

although i duno what you do behind me ,

and i don't care .

I am trying to put down everything , my past

just for you

thank you

=)

I want to be princess =)

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess.
Every woman deserves to be treated like a queen.
When is the time i will be someone princess ??

I believe all the fairy tales story,
I believe that i can have a long last relation till the end of the day i die .

AND i even trust i can handle long distance relation.

But I am so weird in handling all the relationship .

All i know is just hold back + avoid.

I know what I want , Who i want and... I run

I run because i am scare and I used to bulid a high high wall around me to avoid all the heart broken cases happen to me. My heart is not strong enough to handle all this kind of thing and i am not allow myself to do the same mistake that i used to do to at my past.

I don like all the stupid sweet talks , rumours ~

All i need is just a guy who can be man enough to prove to me that he love me , care me more than anyone else , taking care of me ...

I wont give my heart away untill i found the one who i really falling into ~

and i don't mind waiting for the one who steal it away ~

no matter how long i need to wait !!!!

wondering ~

I was wondering who am i thinking in this lonely night ??

mind keep appearing YOU!!

but is just so blurr ~~

guess that no one yet can grab my heart away

i think my this year birthday wish gone again ~

when can i just can fullfill it ??

waiting ~~

mayb next year ???

=)

love is hurt

love is hurt

isn't it ?

i never know ~

in my lovely small little world , love for me is

sweet , romantic and wonderful

but

in reality

there is no this kind of love

maybe there is ,

but somehow i don believe it belong to me ~

because the one that belong to me wasn't here for me

Everytime i open my heart ,

you will be there ~

I am waiting ~

waiting for someone to bring you out from my heart

waiting for someone to replace you

One Year past ~ 2nd year coming ~

where is the someone who can replace you

from getting me out from suffering because of you

why everytime when i want to start a new life ,

I will back to zero again ~

plenty of chances just past by me like that ~

there is always chance ~~

hmm...

possible or impossible ??

i give it a chance , and hoping that miracle happen~

but disappoint always came toward me

waiting myself to end it one day

i bet the day is reaching soon ~~

giving up

pissed off !!

grrr....

i am totally giving up now !!!

haihh

finding trouble for myself now

i am stupid right ??

or what am i thinking actually ??

what am i thinking?

cny is coming...

and things goes worse and worse

and it not suppose to be like this

but

what to do ??

I really don want it to become like this ~

maybe i really too much hoping from you

hope things goes better soon

=)

Sorry that i loved you

I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye

dream ~

it has been a long long time i never have such many dream in one night ~
dream a lot a lot !!
some sweet, some scary.
heard that aussie will come one more heavy disaster very soon !!
really scare to see newspaper everyday
all the news seem like keep reminding me something
what can i do before everything was too late ??

gulliver's traveller

thanks to you
GULLIVER'S TRAVELLER
thanks for let me know it early before everything was too late !

luckily ,
i still can pull myself up before falling ~
disappointed !!!

rainy day

i hate rainy day
i hate storming day
i hate when the night is coming
!!!!!!
i feel very uncomfortable when all this come toward me ~
so please !!!
GIVE ME SUNNY DAY ~~

clumsy day =(

today is my first practical class !!
and i have been assign to become manager =)
i was trying everything to do my best , but things doesnt go so right .
Early morning my lecturer left me and told me she need go back house urgently .
What to do ?? things still need go on .
And my team was a bit frustrated cause of everything was in a mess ~
NEVERMIND , everything was still PERFECT at the end.

Mr Alex came , Mr Anshul came and last Mr Kenny came ==
First practical class so many lecturer come and take over the class , see also faint !!!

and the best part is , haihhhh
i borrow my cutety lock to cutety shuping , and i throw my bag with the lock key inside the locker ~~

so end up we need to cut of the locker and took our bag !!!
grrrr~~~
do i really can't survive alone ??
how long should i need to continue my clumsy day ??

幸福

被爱幸福？
还是爱人幸福？
真矛盾
难道不可以得到两者吗？

happy new year ~

hi 2011
bye 2010
left one more year to survive ><

my lovely neighbour+monkeys+drivers+soulmate+bestie
in the whole year ,
thank you for taking care of me , fetching me , playing with me and together with me ... There are so many things happen around us but somehow we will still the same =)
together go explore
together go jalan jalan cari makan
together anti
together play
and too much together among us =)
i feel great and happy to be with all of you ~~
and one more thing , thank you to all of you for fetching me here and there no matter how far am i , although fetching me is not you guys responsible , but u all still fetching me...
hahaha i am thinking when was the day i can drive to fetch u all back !!
maybe one day ??? i fetch all of you to kuantan.
wan ???
I am always the planner , and you guys always the drivers . =)
thank you for the joyness you guys give me the whole entire year , and seriously i m growing fat because i have been feeding by you all so much !!!
before i get a bf , i think this coming year need you all fetch and take care d ^^
hahaha
love you !!!