missing someone ~

i am missing someone now ~
no other reason just missing someone in this quiet night 。。。
I MISS YOU

internship

one down , 9 more weeks to go ~
i m going used to my working life nowaday , but sometime it maybe not that smooth that i imagine ...
all the stuff there were good , but sometime i don like the way they flirt with me.
it was annoyed !!!!
talking to guest is the thing i enjoy the most ~
the best part is a guest want to introduce his son to me , hahaha...
btw , hope that i can handle all the obstacle by myself , be independently without depending on anyone ~
I WAN TO BE INDEPENDENT !!!!!!!!

first internship

my first industrial training held at 11/10/2010
i was thinking why dont it held at 10/10/10 ?? so i will never forget everything that happen today ...
my first day was in a big mess , for sure , late in the morning , ktm delay , lost in hotel and department , the food in cafeteria was like =.='
hahaha but overall , i felt it was ok !!!
we human always unsatisfied for what we having , i learn a lot thing while i was alone inside ktm .

one hour ++ in ktm ~
**i think about u and about haagen daaz , duno why**
**i flash back all the memory and felt that i shouldn betray u , haha**
ok , i am crapping actually ~~
just wan to say that i am happy with my training life now , the stuff was good !!!

05/10/2010

is it a dream ???
NO！！！　
But i still cant accept what had happened ~
i was dreaming about it for almost one year and finally my dream was becoming real~
i just cant believe myself ~
am i dreaming ??
it was really so real and he was just sitting with me in same table ...
huh !!!!
both of us was just so shy talking to each other ,but you had silently wished deep in my heart
the moment was unbelievable and i do believe that we still got chance , or am i bluffing myself once again??
or maybe i should really put you down and try another relationship??
can i ??
i hate taking other as your shadow , comparing them to you , but i just cant control my mind. Someone ask me , if you find back me again , will i accept you ???
i was struggling ~
maybe i will ,or maybe i wouldn't.
But probably i will answer , i wouldn't.
My god !! what have i done now ... i was so confuse

my dear kitty , i was always believe there are some fate between us , that the reason i cant put you down for this whole entire year although i try fall to others .
But , i was not going to give up trying , i believe there are someone will better than you...
thank for all the nice memory you giving me...



ps : my dear yl , thank for everything you and royce help me on that day , i appreciate it so much ... Really really long time never see him in such a close and happy way .