heart ~

i don mind appearance
i don mind size
i don mind reality
i don mind money
i don mind education
ALL I MIND WAS HEART !!!!

if u don have heart toward me , just get away from me please ~

MISTAKE

confusE~~~

u like me not because of we know each other
u like me not because of my characteristic
u don't know me at all and suddenly like me make me feel so fake
u like me because i like u fis
u like me because i like fat

seriously is all misunderstand...
sorry for making trouble of all this , is just a mistake !!!
HAIHHHH

El Patio Coffee House

El Patio Coffee House
I have been working here for almost 5 weeks !!
Abang Najib ~ my manager , cute and funny and always gave me training
Azhar ~ supervisor , a super good guy who gave me a lot information and knowledge
Azmi , Wan , Lina , Roslina ~ captain
Abang Zul , Din , sasi and makan air Wira , thank for giving me such a funny and happy working time.
Tasha ,Nurul, Piriyan , Khairul ,ah ja , happy working and happy curi makan with all of you !!!

i will be missing all of you so much !!! All the joyness we made during 5 weeks time ~
I will never forger =)

missing someone ~

i am missing someone now ~
no other reason just missing someone in this quiet night 。。。
I MISS YOU

internship

one down , 9 more weeks to go ~
i m going used to my working life nowaday , but sometime it maybe not that smooth that i imagine ...
all the stuff there were good , but sometime i don like the way they flirt with me.
it was annoyed !!!!
talking to guest is the thing i enjoy the most ~
the best part is a guest want to introduce his son to me , hahaha...
btw , hope that i can handle all the obstacle by myself , be independently without depending on anyone ~
I WAN TO BE INDEPENDENT !!!!!!!!

first internship

my first industrial training held at 11/10/2010
i was thinking why dont it held at 10/10/10 ?? so i will never forget everything that happen today ...
my first day was in a big mess , for sure , late in the morning , ktm delay , lost in hotel and department , the food in cafeteria was like =.='
hahaha but overall , i felt it was ok !!!
we human always unsatisfied for what we having , i learn a lot thing while i was alone inside ktm .

one hour ++ in ktm ~
**i think about u and about haagen daaz , duno why**
**i flash back all the memory and felt that i shouldn betray u , haha**
ok , i am crapping actually ~~
just wan to say that i am happy with my training life now , the stuff was good !!!

05/10/2010

is it a dream ???
NO！！！　
But i still cant accept what had happened ~
i was dreaming about it for almost one year and finally my dream was becoming real~
i just cant believe myself ~
am i dreaming ??
it was really so real and he was just sitting with me in same table ...
huh !!!!
both of us was just so shy talking to each other ,but you had silently wished deep in my heart
the moment was unbelievable and i do believe that we still got chance , or am i bluffing myself once again??
or maybe i should really put you down and try another relationship??
can i ??
i hate taking other as your shadow , comparing them to you , but i just cant control my mind. Someone ask me , if you find back me again , will i accept you ???
i was struggling ~
maybe i will ,or maybe i wouldn't.
But probably i will answer , i wouldn't.
My god !! what have i done now ... i was so confuse

my dear kitty , i was always believe there are some fate between us , that the reason i cant put you down for this whole entire year although i try fall to others .
But , i was not going to give up trying , i believe there are someone will better than you...
thank for all the nice memory you giving me...



ps : my dear yl , thank for everything you and royce help me on that day , i appreciate it so much ... Really really long time never see him in such a close and happy way .

WAKE UP !!

sitting in library , using mac to online ~

it was a pretty good experience , the screen is so big !!

woohoo =)

time really flies very very fast , i have been study in hospitality for long time , and my term 3 is going end ~

hmmm, i knew a lot a lot of thing ,have different perspective in many thing , and not only that , i knew a lot a lot of different people , and because of this , i fear that a barrier will be create between me and all my bestie !!!

but it seem opposite , the bond between me and them is getting closer , somehow it create some disaster for me which i cant escape !!!!

but , i bet everything will be fine soon as usual ~

believe in that is the only thing i can do now !!!

one come one go !!!

haihhh .... it make me speechless something , and i don like it seriously ~

i dont used to it although i force to ~

i just want to have a stable life !!!!

i want it badly ~

i dont like to hurt "you" , so i dont want people to hurt me too ~

as my lovely babi and bestie say , at the end , i am the one who always get hurt !!

everyone know how to protect themselves , only me !!!

WAKE UP PLS !!!!!!!!!

PLEASE .....

it has been a long long time since i abandon my blog...
i m term3 now , and it already week 6.
one more month and i have to go for my first internship !!
time flies very fast~

the person beside me change always !!
nvm , i don care because i just wan find someone who can let me fit into their life ~
i also felt i m the lucky wan , because no matter what i wanna do , you guys are always beside me ...
THANK YOU MY FRIEND !!!
without u , my life will be miserable and lost a lot of fun ~~
thank for accompany me during all the journey !!!
fifa world cup . yam cha . movie . lost in the road . play
everything ~~

term2 break !!

huh i got two break now ~~
and time past was really fast !!
hmm what to say about this holiday ???
for me , it will be pretty boring ~~
all my friends were busy studying or examing !!
what to do???


ps : going for whole body scrubing and facial wit my cute lovely mum !! and it was awesoome ~~ have a hair cut !! although nt reli like it , but still ok compare to the previous one



senior : how have u been ?? and i wondering wher r u going ?? haixxx

love wed !!

wee~~ finally our thinking skill project is done and is offically end after we been suffering for two and half month !!
although we do not get any prize , but i m still satisfied wit it !!
almost 3 days continuous 3am jus sleep !!!
hahahaha =D

tat night , me , xian and gary went to cheras pasar malam !!
hate u kj sooo much for never showing up ~~
eat a lot ~
something to say here !!!
FROZEN THIS MOVIE IS SOOOOOOOOO LAME !!!
never ever go see it ~~
this is because after we pasar , we decide go see movie , but ther is no ticket left for us .
when we start giving up , suddenly got a guy approach us and gave us 5 FROZEN movie ticket .
lucky start is always beside us ~~

the two hours story just talk about the 3 people sit at the chair there and stuck in the big snow . This is movie is so disgusting , and i feel so unwell after seeing it .

but , is free ..... what to do ?????

22/06/2010

guess what ??
is my dear birthday ~~
jus wanna wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!
HAHA... IS has been long long time all of us never been together d ...
although i had never expect we can meet that day , but we r still together after been through so many obstacle !!!
i reli appreciate tat day although we are celebrating wit different ppl !!
my pretty yl !!! i cant tell u how happy am i tat day although it was not my birth!!
tat feel is AWESOME ~~~~~
RELI !!!!!!
I DO MISS U A LOT ~~
AND THIS GANG !!!!!!!!!!!
OUR distance getting far and far , texting is getting less and less !!!
but ,
our relation will never decrease !! luckily ~~



ps : waiting u to upload the photo ~~~

bak to normal

am i think too much ??
the more i think , the more i feel sad...
but i don even know what am i thinking ....
can u let the time slow down bit???
i wan everything bak to normal ~~
PLEASE ...............

i m waiting ~

no expectations , no disappointments!!!
haha is right actually !!
but sometime expectation make our life more colourful ~
for me ， i would choose no expectation for me ...
i would rather choose living in a simple life without any distraction !!!
today is reli tired of waiting d ，
don wan wait anymore , and no more waiting !!!
one more sleepless night for me today ~~

sad =(

this week was a horrible week for me !!!
i duno how am i passing through this week ~
i got nothing to say anymore !!

all this happen to me was what i deserve to get it !!
is my fault !!!!!!
not your fault at all , shouldnt blame you , and i wont blame u !!
but ,
i blame myself for not loyal to u in this 3 months .
i have fall for other which i know u wont care !!
i though things will change if i try , but it wasnt ... and the feeling coming bak again !!
i know i was terrible !!!



PS : if time can fly bak , i will rather choose continue wait for you or hid under your shadow forever !!! at least i am still the happy EVEN !! because you wont hurt me !!BUT now i wasnt happy anymore ....
and i deserve it !! for not being loyal to you ... sorry !!!

everything is the same!!!

everything is seem to be the same !!
when i going to start , things will automatic end it !!
and my turn feel so uncomfortable ..
MAYBE it just a 习惯
but it seem not too late for me to stop letting u away ~~
this time i will ...
I WILL LET U AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I FALL FOR YOU 。。。



to all my friends who understand what i am writing :
pls pull me up before i m drown !! haix suffering man ~~~

pull me up pls !!!

decide already FINALLY !!!
i shouldn make myself fall into it~
i shouldn hurt myself one more time ~
i shouldn make my myself injured once again ~
so WHAT SHOULD I DO ???
HAIX....
ok , now onward !!!
focus on study !!
never ever think about it anymore ...
pull it up before everything is too late !!!!!!
wish me good luck ~~

confuse ~``

what a fake fake night !!!!
i m confuse la , never nervous like this before !!! is just like my whole body is struggling ...
and i duno whether it is true or i m still dreaming ...
it cant be !!
everything cum so fast untill i cant breathe ...
i need someone wit me right now seriously !!!!
my little kimjie and monkey , pool important or me important ??? huhuuuuu u two dump me when i need u ... no one bother me , i m sad sad ....
hate u two !!! next week u two will know ~~~ 哈哈哈

thank you!!!

ok , this few week is such a complicated week .
Many thing troubling my mind and i found it there is no any solve way !!
who shud i trust recently ??
u got ur own way of saying ...
and same to him too...
it prove that i cant trust any of u all !!!!
luckily i still got u !!!
thank you for saving me up when there are no one beside me or when i am going to drown ...
ur msg , ur caring , ur violentness , ur stupid and everything save me up !!!!
it make me clear that i alway need u !!!
my mind wont change !!!!
and also
i will never go to the wrong path !!!!!

朋友们
不要让你身边的人等得太久了
如果有天爱你真的消失了
你应该不会再找到他了~

random~~

很多时候，

我们都以为我们爱上了一个人，

其实我们爱上的不过是一种感觉，

一种寂寞时有人陪伴的感觉，

那样的感觉不是暧昧，更不是爱，

虽然那样的感觉和爱一个人的感觉相似，

但本质上却又大不相同...

爱一个人的感觉是心中放不下一个人，

而不是你寂寞时才会想起的那一个人...

senior VS junior

haha i jus want to comment somthing about my group !!!
my group DH35 G2 , is so so so friend with DH31 which now already graduated from diploma , and we call them as SENIOR !!! we jus eb their commis once awhile jus to help them take plate to jury ,
and that the story came ~~~
one love story has begin !!! XXX and XXX ....
and another love story will begin soon , probably on JUNE ??? XXX and XXX
haha and who will be the next ??? let wait and see !!!!
AND WE JUNIOR are cute , haha because we are totally natural !!!
We are not acting cute !!! acting stupid !!!!

who gonna say it once again , den u will be enemy wit all the junior who study lower than u !!!

CAREFUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

ishh!!!!
haixxxx..... emo again !!!
don wan talk den don talk !!!
SMALL GAS !!!!!
everything is just seem my fault !!!!
explain is just an extra , it end up u will just say playing me and happy looking me emo~~~

PAST ~~

亲爱的猫猫，

如果有一天我放弃了你，

请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人，

是因为我发觉你不珍惜我，

离开你并非我愿意，

我不想拿放弃当威胁，

因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口因为我爱你．

假如有天我真正选择了离开，

那么对不起不是想要你的挽留，

而是对你真的死了心，

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好，

在我决定离开你之前我会给你好多机会，

如果你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本，

有天我会真的走出来，

虽然我会痛会伤心，

可我了解自己，

一旦爱上一个人会全心全意，

可一旦我真正决定了死心，

那么我只会哭一次，

然后选择忘记，

不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合，

我的字典里没有这个概念，

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开，

那么我便再也不会回头，

在你生命中．．我重要吗？

你有在乎过我吗？

每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗？一直以来都是我自作多情

而已吗？



不要让你身边的人等得太久了！
如果有天我真的消失了，


你会不会再找到我．也许我只是你生命中的一个过客而已吧


Arghh... it been so long i never mention or think about it anymore !! once i see this post , i think about u !!! my little big big !!! haix...
YOU still OWE me an answer lar and when i jus can get it !!!
DREAMING LAR ME !!!
hahahahhaaaaa

emo boyfriend !!

emo la emo la !!!
let u emo till u song song , i don care ~~
better emo till one whole month untill hair all drop !!!
08/06/2010 !!!!

subang 's life ~~

fis of all , i started to stay outside , learning to be independent .
Its quite hard for me to adjust myself in a new environment , i never left my parent for this 18 years . Hmm... but is good to start to learn now before i going overseas study .
This one week , i miss everything at klang so much , even in my dream , i also miss the food , the people and my house so much !!!!

i m really crazy in this one week staying outside , i m not a bad gal !!! seriously i am influence by my loving roomate who start to fall in love recently ♥

monday ♥ go anson house and have dinner and see movie
tuesday ♥ having dinner at hostel with anson , mini and all housemate
wednesday ♥ go cheras pasar malam
thursday ♥ stay at hostel
friday ♥ waiting lovely khaijie fetch me go bak my lovely house ~~

ladies and gentleman , introducing my new house !!!
currently i will be staying at sunway court now !!! if i didn stay here , guest what !! i have to wake up early and go to ktm station at 610am every morning , so I m lucky ~~
thx zixian for sharing her room wit me ~~ hehehe
MYＮＥＷROOM , is quite small and definetely smaller than my room !! i still can rmb once khaijie step into my room helping me take luggage .he say ...
khai jie : " the room so small , u can sleep arr ?? and the bed seem so hard to sleep !!"
haha but seriosly i sleep quite good la , i m pig ma 。。。 i where also can sleep , right ???

when i reach house , i really feel different feeling . I feel everything like become so different , my parent and everything ..。 They treat me so good , and i can feel they are happy because i m growing up , can live without them d FINALLY ~~~ haha

last but not least !!! my dad say i become fatter when i bak from subang !!!!

got meh ??????????????

kimjie !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KHAI JIE

!!!

ALTHOUGH I DID NOT DO ANYTHING MUCH FOR U

pls forgive me !!!

ur present wil be given u later , hahaha

happy birthday again ~~

hehehe

ROAD SHOW !!!

OK , My two days working as MILO promoter for the road show event was totally fun. my job was just doing survey to let ppl know about the new brand of MILO !! PROTOMALT and ACTIGEN-E . know what thats?? if duno den pls ask me , i will explain to u >.<

Thx for my group leader Andrew for helping me kit so many gift , haha fis time working with so many ppl . Time pass is kinda fast although i work from 10am to 10pm . It quite tiring actually and i have not been sleep soundly for a week d . I also learn how to curi tulang , thx to my working mate : su fei !!!
haha i like the maggie guy so much , and the security guard !!! haha i m siao d ... so tall and so yeng ~~~especially the maggie guy !! BIG BIG~~~~

pissed off !!!!

ARGH !!!! i was just so angry.......................
I AM ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Better reply assap !!!!!!!!!!!
i m not that free as u think !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

randomly~~

男生们...看了 这个可能你们才知道错了....一定要看！你们才知道被你伤害过的女生现在可能还未放下你们吧....

男人 其实你不懂
1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一 下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋 友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一 下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信， 你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友 脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你， 是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只 是为了在你面前留下最美的样子

is quite unfair , why i cant find any post that write "女生 其实你不懂男生。。。" hahaha

earth is sick !!!

ok , i duno what emotion i should feel now. It been a long time i never read newspaper . But this early morning i was attracted by the head news and i cant stop reading it .
The more i read , the more angry and sad !!!! haix ...
I m scare ... seriously ...
i don wan so fast the earth gone completely ... At the Iceland , the ice mountain which suppose is a volcano is going to active !!! the smoke is so thick and poison untill the whole europe and germany has been affected !!! haix
When is the 世界末日will coming ??? when is all the disaster will came to us ???
Before everything come , we HUMAN better appreciate and enjoy all the moment now !!!if not , we surely wil regret .....

The next page is about two 14 years old guy raped a girl (orphan) in the classroom during recess time . SHIT！！！！I feel so angry and hate all the guys so so much !!! so hamsap for what !! don they know once they raped a girl , the girl whole life have ruin by them . SOmemore police just let them stay at police station for one week only . SO UNFAIR !!!!! should let them try the feeling of pain and heart broken .
Somemore , a mum kill her 3 years old daughter . A 17 years old guys commit suicide because her wife love another guy . bla bla bla ~~~
I duno what happen to the society nowaday !! i agree with Mr Adrian (thinking skill lecturer) . he is so damn right , human being is ugly , Very very ugly ~~~
We human create all the disaster and regret when everything happen to us , CRY HERE CRY THERE COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW PITY IS THEM . For what ???!!!
~~~ MEANINGLESS .............
Dont get what i mean ??? just go see today newspaper , and u will realize all the photo that been post up were crying because they realize they have done something wrong !!!

stalker !!

haha i agree wit u ms BABI.
I was so shock when i realize someone is stalking us .
Hmmm is kinda wierd but i think mayb the stalker interested in one of us .
I admit sometime i may be a stalker too , but at least i wont so obvious and write down the person who i stalk . hahaha is reli a kind of funny experience .

eh babi , wanna bet ??? mayb the stalker is seeing our blog too ~~~

bak to college !!

holidays finally going to the end !!!
hahaha so happy can back to busy life and meet all my lovely friends and learn new things .
but sad thing is i cant fooling around anymore , i admit that this week holiday i really play till siao . And i do everything that i plan before holiday start except hanging out wit my dear yl .

cyl , who call u so busy !!! hng !!!

3 month busy life !!! goodluck to me >.<

blur ~~

it late midnight now and i m still here ....
i m doin such a ridiculous things , waiting for something that not belong to me ~~
staring at my blackie for hours but nothing appears !!
it not belong to me !!
ya ya i know !! but i just cant put down !!

i miss u !!!!

term break !!!

it is fis day of holiday ~~~ stay at house and rest !!!!
going to pia hundred episode of naruto in one day !!! see untill eye so tired ...
haha here is my holiday plan :

tue : bbq with college mate
Wed : see How to Train Dragon movie
thurs : sunway shopping
fri : ice skating
sat : mamak day !!!!

hahaha , kinda full d my holiday ... i wan to fill up all my loneliness to the maximum so that i wont get bored . But duno whether my parent will allow me anot .... pity pity ...
i wan job !!!
i am jobless now ...
any job can intro me ????
haixxxx.....who wan see with me ???? hmmm....

confuse ~~

so lazy to blog recently ~~
ok term1 is finish finally , i m going step into next stage and the distance between my target is going to be more near !!!
term 2 ???hmm ... kinda sad because recently all my senior from term4 and term6 will not study in the same campus wit me next term .
I will be boring , 3 months ??? is such a long period to wait for them come bak , haix.
Seriously i was so down !!! but duno down apa , so stupid ~~~

If you think a kitty would return everytime after it runs , you are sooo wrong !!! From the day it runs off , A NEW JOURNEY HAS JUST BEGUN !!!!!!! ♥♥

But where should my journey start ??? i am going stop sitting bus , so kitty will offically out from my mind , but then i feel that i got no more interest when sit in the same bus wit kitty . So i sure i already put u down . GOOD ＪＯＢ!!!!
hmmm kinda confuse nowadays ~~~ cant say clear about what am i thinking , but i feel that thats what i wan , but the fact tell me that thats not i want , gosh lar !!! who i want actually ????
i don wan violent anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m blur
i m siao
i m lost
i m duno wat d !!!!!
SOS
URGENTLY
！！！！！！！！！！！！

unlucky day~~

ok , if u r a outsider , den jus keep quiet and see my blog enuf , don leave comment because u wont know what the feeling or problem i m facing now ... i should feel happy nowadays , but everything go so wrong after i finish working for formula 1. On monday , i was late to school AGAIN ~~ due to the useless bus driver , we paid for it and now he start to show us his face and pattern , he dumb us at ss15 and call us wait for the shuttle bus , thereason he gave us was the bus broke down again , what a stupid reason , he give us this reason for totally one month alreaady . I m fine for it , when going bak , he call the driver who came lakeside fetch me dumb me at the bus stop beside highway to wait for another bus . Gosh , i was sos care tat time because the thunder was so loud , the driver request to company me , but i refuse him , i was scare tat time . Ａｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｍｙ　ｍｕｍ　ｃａｌｌ　ｈｉｍ　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｍｐｌａｉｎ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｈｅ　ｇａｖｅ　ｍｙ　ｍｕｍ　ｐｌｅｎｔｙ　ｏｆ　ｅｘｃｕｓｅ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｈｅ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｈｅ　ｗａｓ　ｓｏ　ｒｉｇｈｔ　！！！ The next day i choose to sit ktm to avoid late to school again . Thank you my lovely monkey purposely accompany me sit ktm in the early morning . I wondering if one day he is not beside me i will how , Crazy ??? my little houken , haha u better don so fast find gf fis , at least also let me find my true love you just can go find . Abo later nobody bother me d . hahahaha i know i know , i am too depend on you , but bo huat !!! when going bak , GOSH！！！　ｈａｐｐｅｎ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｍａｋｅ　ｍｅ　ｄｒｏｐ　ｍｙ　ｔｅａｒｓ　ａｇａｉｎ　．　Ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｔｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｕｎｃｌｅ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　，　ｈｅ　ｄｕｍｂ　ｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ｓｈｅｒ　ｔｉｎｇ　ｂｅｓｉｄｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｏａｄ　，　ａｎｄ　ｗｅ　ｗａｉｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｎｅ　ｈｏｕｒ　ｆｏｒ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｂｕｓ　ｔｏ　ｆｅｔｃｈ　ｕｓ　ｂａｃｋ　ｈｏｍｅ　．　Ｏｋ　ｆｉｎｅ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｈｅ　ｒｅａｃｈ　，　ｈｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｒｅａｌｉｚｅ　ｕｓ　ａｎｄ　ｊｕｓ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　．Ｂｕｔ　ａｔ　ｌａｓｔ　ｈｅ　ｔｕｒｎ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｆｅｔｃｈ　ｕｓ　ａｇａｉｎ　．　Ａｎｄ　ｔａｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｉ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ　ｈａｌｆ　ｄｙｉｎｇ　～～

Ｉ　ｗｏｎｄｅｒ　ｗｈｙ　ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｉｔ　ｂｕｓ　ｕｎｔｉｌｌ　ｓｏ　ｓｏ　ｓｔｒｅｓｓ　！！！ ｏｋ　，ａｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　，　ｈａｐｐｅｎ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｅｒｒｉｂｌｅ　ａｇａｉｎ　．　ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｄｏｗｎ．　Ｍｙ　ａｕｎｔ　ｃａｌｌ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｍｕｍ　ａｎｄ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｈｅｒ　ｔｈａｔ　ｈｅｒ　ｄａｕｇｈｔｅｒ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｐａｓｓ　ａｗａｙ　．　ｈｕｈｕ　ｓｈｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　２４　ｔｈｉｓ　ｙｅａｒｓ　，　ａｎｄ　ｓｈｅ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｃｌｅｖｅｒ　ａｎｄ　ｂｅａｕｔｉｆｕｌ　ｇｉｒｌ．　Ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｈｅｒ　ａ　ｌｏｔ　．　Ｉ　ｄｕｎｏ　ｗｈａｔ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｈｅｒ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｃｒｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｎｅｗｓ．　ｉ　ｗａｎ　ｔｏ　ｍｅｅｔ　ｈｅｒ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｍｙ　ｍｕｍ　ｄｏｎ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｌｅｔ　ｍｅ　ａｔｔｅｎｄ　ｈｅｒ　ｆｕｎｅｒａｌ　！！！
ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｕ　！！！！！

Ａｎｄ　ｉ　ａｍ　ｓｏ　ｓａｄ　．．．　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ａ　ｇｕｙ　ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ　！！　ｈａｉｘ　．．．　ｈｅ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｃａｌｌｉｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　ｇｏ　ｄｉｅ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉｆ　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｄｉｅ　？？？　　

formula 1 !!! REDＢＵＬＬ win

errr... working as a waitress at formula 1 at sepang is such memorable and unforgetful experience...two day working at formula 1 was very very tough , until now i still duno how i go through the two days .
ok first day i was working at petronas , which was MICHAEL SCHUMACHER team . Startly i felt so nervous and scare because i don even know how to take the glass , plate and the way we should greet the guest or wat !! Luckily i was so lucky because i together with all the good senior who can teach me , especially Rikka from finland and wei chung from term4 . I like be with them so much ! And sorry wei chung because i think i giving u alot problem and fire wrong the main course or appetizer . Aiyo sorry la , so that u wont forget me ma ~~ >.<
I met a lot of people , and i realize that people who come to see formula 1 were those rich people who come from dubai !! They are friendly , and although i accidentally fall the champaign glass , they didn scold me but still helping me for prevent scold from my box manager . The working process was really tough , but i still enjoying it so so much because i can talk for whole day ~~~

Ok the next day , i was so so sad , because i had to change group . PETRONAS　SUITE ??? i don even know wher the place is , haix everyone left me go to work and left me alone duno wher to go . Seriously i was so scare that time , because i got lost in paddock club !!! Luckily i met Mr Anshul and a senior (duno what is her name ) They were so kind that helping me to find out wher is the place i working that day . wow when i found out the place i work , i was so so shock . Me and another guy who name Daulat got the chance to serve those royal family . We two serving prime minister , queen , princess and all the royal member . 50 of us were helping for formula 1 , but just two of us got the chance , and i m just term1 . Imagine how lucky am i . My working for that day was so relax , every team was busy serving the guest , but me and daulat were so relax seeing those show girls and racing . Imagine the racing cars were just below us , and those driver were just beside us . I felt i was so so lucky , people paid thirty thousand to see f! , but i paid nothing to see f1 .

Good , before the royal members come into the restaurant , a gang of policeman come for bomb checking . I stunt at ther and i was so so shock man !!! they are busy checking the bomb , take this up and down , i cant stop laughing . HAHAHAHAHA！！！！
It 2pm now , and the royal is coming continuosly . That come the best part , all the body guard stand behind me , and my job was offer them drinks . I walk patiently so that all the glasses wont fall . I was really stress and nervous . The situation not allow me to do any mistakes !!!

It4pm , and the formula 1 was going to start . It kinda akward , because all the waiter was busy serving food , except for me and daulat ! haha why ?? because all the royal go out too watch the race. So i just hae to bring the glasses and stand beside them , of course ! i saw the race too !!! It just below my foot only .
Oh gosh , the sound effect and the situation not allow me to describe it so detail !!! It was Awesome !!! you guys will know what i mean unless u experience it by yourself .

I felt i am really lucky for going to the formula 1 . How many people in the world get the opportunity to serve those royal members ?? princess ?? This is what my senior daulat keep asking me and proud of himself , because he appear in the tv .

The answer is : ME !!!!!i m getting my salary and she is my boss !!!

我不在乎我放棄了些什麼來愛你，
我從來沒有後悔，
但是我在乎我在你心中的位置。

愛情，不過三個字。
愛情本來不複雜，來來去去不下三個字，
不是『我愛你』、『我恨你』，
便是『算了吧』、『你好嗎』、『對不起』。
　
愛上一個沒法愛我的人，本來就很蒼涼。

fis experience serving in TRUFFLE restaurant

hmm what to say , i was late to skul today . But who know , my lecturer is more late than me , so consider i am so lucky . But then , she brought us a bad news which consider a good news for me , we have to serve our first guest and managing the restaurant . Today was a real mess time !!! But at least it gave me a experience how to greet a guest or everything rather than i keep asking seniors for help !!!

ytd was a great time for me !!! mix around with my dear yeelin and sioe fei , add one more ji mui chris !!! we walk to ktm and have our Ramli as dinner ... at ktm , met wei yan and wee jun ... wow , talk non stop d lar!! hmm , chat with future doctor yest , ermm... my handsome guy which i met in college ~~~my buddies them say , he look like singhan ,chongyew and "XXX" . I don mind actually but it kinda struggling my mind and what am i thinking about , am i really flower ???
i bet i am not . But i couldn't control what am i thinking nowadays , the image is keep flowing in my mind , hmm... nvm
time will prove everything ~~~ so just wait till my mind is clear !!!
i m tired recently , haixxxx

FORMULA 1

going for formula 1 interview on sat morning , it was so excited because that was my fis interview . But it turn up sadness , because all the person who go interview is my senior , jus 5 of us are from term1, is kinda weird , but whatever la. At last , i pass my interview oso , and the lady who interview us is from VIENNA i think so , so charming and pretty .


sunday morning went to college for training again !!! i totally feel giving up for the job !!! my god , everyone was saying easy taking 9 glass with full of water , SURE LA ... they even go for industrial training , but i what oso duno , and never take before ... haix , my hand was shivering and shaking , i don even can move my leg forward , so heavy !!! But that not the worst part , when i am practising taking 5 plate in one hand with those cutlery , ok !!!!
You can imagine i that time i was like nothing standing there and cant even support all the plate with my hand ... haix !!!

Alex say it would be the tough job for us , i know , but what can i do ??? haix ... i scare i will give trouble on that serving day , plus serve all the higher level person and rich person . GOSH ...... and i dun even know what to say to the guests and all the stuff lar ....

feel crying .............................................................................. HAIX
GOODLUCK to me bah ....

finland !!!!!

Finnish Culinary Workshop?? what tat ??? wierd la ... still wan me stay up for so long untill make me miss the bus , (actually didn miss ) haha .
ok , it actually is some exhange programme with a lecturer from FINLAND .

first of all , she is introducing us all the finland food and all the ingredients which we as a MALAYSIAN never seen before , it is kinda new to us , all the food was really nice and NEW.
she is the assistant chef , a very nice and pretty girl ...

APPETIZER
1.binnis with roll
2. salmon mousse

3. reindeer tartar main course
4. finnish macaroni casserole 5.chanterelle soup dessert
6.suomen marjat
7 whipped lingonberry porridge
it is just something like oat , but it is purple in colour . Porridge is not like the porridge which we say it alway in our daily life , it is cold and not hot or even warm . We call that congee actually . i got no pic because ther were some error , hehe.

my final CONFESS!!!

爱情就像舞会，
教会你最初舞步的，

未必能陪你走到散场。。。
爱情就想听音乐，遇到好听的 单曲重播
一秒都不想停下来
而如今只能随机播放，等待下一首能让我心动的旋律。。。
等待...
记得我曾经对他说
等你是件幸福的事
可是，无结局的等待让我心碎
这世界上最累的事
莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了
还得自己动手把它粘回原型
我不等了
因为我学会了放手
我的眼泪落在你看不到的角落
曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影
走了很久 才发现 原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫
偶尔 碰触到伤口
偶尔 也会小声哭泣
我选择逃避
用尽美丽的童话来掩盖丑恶的谎言
我催眠自己
因为我受不起伤害
我活在过去
因为现实生活中
你已离我而去
你送我的礼物 我舍不得扔
你给我的回忆 我都藏在心里 偶尔拿出来重温
很无聊的 你的照片存了又删 删了又存回
很自私的
每秒都要你在我的头脑里跑一趟
也很笨的
每一天都在你看不到的角落
关心你。。。
对你，其实我还在意
我们可以重来吗？
我们可以回到过去吗？
我很清楚 我们的生命线不会遇到交叉点了
两条不碰面的平行线 只能隔着远方看你
终究 我们成了彼此的路人甲
想念你的我
希望你是幸福的

你的冷漠，已习惯了，但愿你知道我的想法.但每当想对你说时，我却退缩了。放下你的第一秒， 希望是对的选择。

it actually is a lyric from a video , hmm ...well , the third time my confess i think , and it fail again ... i wasn't that sad , but feel quite release , if can , i really hope you can give me an answer ... but now everything is over ... I AM SURE I WILL BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU !!!

my 18th birthday

it was 15 of march , hehe suddenly my lovely lecturer En.Anshul announce that tomorrow class cancel , oh my god , feel so happy man ...i don have to wake up early on my birthday , so good !!! thx for all my college friends , they are all so cute man . Haha when they know tmr was a holiday all look like so ganjiong , i know they are going to give me a surprise . And i really did , because they give me 16 muffin , and the muffins were so sweet man , i love it a lot !!! And i never though of celebrating birth at college and so many people sing birthday song to me , reli love you guys a lot ... too bad didn take photo with you all , haix!!!

this is given by my college friends , prepared by zixian , fidella and shu ping

16/03/2010

i am finally 18 now ,early morning have mee sua wit two eggs , it reli yummy ... one year eat once. Then go to maybank wit my mum to create a personal account . firstly we go to the maybank at bbt1 , but the useless babi tell us that we have to wait until 1pm and don chap us , my mum was so angry . Den we go to indian street d maybank , shit , everything go smoothly , after waiting for a long queue is my turn . But it end at with nothing because they say i don have fingerprint , haix . and we have to go to the place wher we make ic to call the jabatan print my fingerprint out . Haix and two hours pass without doin anything .

OK , don bother it , haha going hang out wit my darling and my old friend kylee . Hehe cant wait for it ! when we reach jusco , went to adidas shop find wen ying . After disturb her for awhile , den we have lunch . lalala ~~ do sum xia sui thing at the restaurant ,hehe hope next time don have like us this type of customers treat me la ... =.=

den reach the 88 steamboat at 5pm. woohoo ~~ actually it is a surprise for me , but too bad la !!! i am reli touch because i never though of so many ppl cuming celebrate birth with me , i though i will be having a simple party which never notice by my friends . And i reli have a lot a lot of fun , and i know my friends them put so much effort for giving me such a memorable 18th birthday party , hehe >.<

small s5 gathering

today is a lucky day for me !!! why am i say so ???
ok first is suddenly my replacement housekeeping class for this afternoon postponed to next week ,khai jie fetch chang chang , leng , yc , waishu and ah bu cum lakeside find me , after bringing them have a visit , we go to main campus have lunch together wit chris and yew .
We had oour lunch at salmon steak house , den gossip for two hours and waiting for monkey and meiching to finish class. And i just realize , all of us are from s5 , it has been so long we all didn met up and hang out together since class trip . haix , i miss the time when all of us alway stick together ~~~~
after tat 3pm go to snow flake eat snow flake . wow the feel is damn nice and warm man although i think quite many of us feel bored , because all the time is i talk the most !!! paiseh paiseh ~~
Seriously after today , i don feel all of us got the chance like gather once again like today , those who second badge have to prepare go ns , study wan all must go study d . So i will wish all of u GOOD LUCK , AND I MISS U ALL ALOT !!!!!!!

SPM RESULT!!!

finally the day cum !!! it was 11 of mac 2010 , the most important day for all spm leavers.
early morning i rush to my campus had my f&B practical exam , after tat i drive from my campus all the way to kwang hua . My fis time driving on the highway (of course my dad is beside me tat time)
when i step into kwang hua , i was so so so nervous man ... i was wondering whether how many As i will get , den i saw my kitty ther , huh feel so comfort when saw him and it chase all my nervous away . i approach him and ask about his result !! and so happy he talk to me although is quite wierd for both us !!!
After tat i go to the office wit all my best friends company , i can hardly heard my heart beating tat time !!!!
RELAX ....
ok , i meet wit my teacher pn. norazimah . I told her to keep quiet and don tell me how many As i get , i wan to know by myself . The best part is she say :" oh , i m so shock , you can go die already " , den she gave my result to me .
WAHAHAHAHAA i m so happy man , i get 7As , and i get a for my addmath , english and oso bm which i never confident to get A before !!!!
Congratulation to me , because i never get an As for my english in my secondary life before.
after taking result go have my favourite and memorable tomyam at kp , den go Apple house have GIRL'S TALK . At night , my parents were so happy and treat hungchang them who cum my house eat steamboat at shabu-shabu., eat until rm150 . hahahaha, have a really wonderful day!!!

And congratulations to all my friends who get good result !!!

geo assessment

oh my god , today geo assessment ... guess what ? i have no study any yet since yesterday ... all i was doing is lying on the bed , seeing all the note and termenung . haix , finally i decide to accept the job ,wan working to keep myself busy from thinking about all the nonsense . I saw you today from the bus , but haix ..... my geo paper was totally suck , i swear i did badly , and it contain 20% for this term i think . i am worry i will fail it , so just god bless me . Purposely going to school just for that 15 to 20 minutes , after that doin nothing , tired .
Actually i m so happy when going bak from school , haha thurs and friday can go play d , going to buy all the stuff wit my darling this friday at lau yat !! so shuang , i oso got many desires thing lo , and i decide to change phone d . woo hoo~~ it kinda hard for me to have a desire phone .

MY LIST

1. IPAD
2. A BAG THAT SUIT ME BRING TO COLLEGE
3. KEYBOARD PROTECTION
4. IPOD
   
5. EARPHONE
6. COSMETIC
7. WALLET
8. KITTY
9. KITTY
10. ALSO IS KITTY
    

i think that all la , hehe i actually copying wat cyl writing , just change my desire to my list ... huh hope i got enough money to buy la ....
my dream phone

once again my heart broken ~~~

haih ... it has been so so long already ... i keep think wan to give up , telling myself again and again ... but finally i fail it again ... i want to be happy , and blufing myself all the time ... i m sorry my friends , i disappint you all again ... i never want to be sad because of him , everything is out of my control ...back from kitty house , i know i am reli not match wit him in every thing , study and so on ... you are still the same and more than what i think about you , so talent and reli so clever ... standing beside you i m just nothing , and i still think so much that you will turn bak to me one day , I M DREAMING seriously ...
if you want to treat me like tat den why are you calling me go your house ?? haix....
torturing me , and i knew i already expected too much ... this few day keep thinking wanna move out from klang , but wher can i go??? i don wan to see you ~~~ mayb that is the better way to make me give up ... but is that work?????

tired...

huh , until today i just got the time to rest ... holiday until now i totally tired playing around wit friends ,and seriously i love the feeling very much , give me chinese new year feel , but the bad thing is , the more i play , the faster i got my panda eyes !!! lolz
this cny i plan to get many many ang pao , and my target is 20 !!! wow duno whether i can achieve it anot ...
until now i think i go quite many d , let count count !! go yenwern , pohhooi , karwei , zhen heng , chris , jingyan , jiachean , khaijie , yeehong , zhi en , wei xian .haha tomorrow going visit again wit wen ying them , quite excited !!!
ok my darling going taylor for visit today , duno wat to comment since she told me deciding study a level !! i keep hearing most of the jan intake student complaining about their suffering and tiredness , i cant imagine after taking this subject and some more march intake , is just like call me push you go die and suffer yourself !!!
if you reli decide d den i will support you !!! i hope to see you success and have a better life on future , but not get failure !!!AND I KNOW YOU SURE WONT !!! so must

GAMBATE !!!!!!!!!we must goodluck together and fight for our future den achieve our lovely future dream which we hope !!! love you~~~

just finish seeing night movie wit friends, the movie is funny , haha goodnight ~~~

chinese new year !!!!!

haha today is chu1 , so...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!
+
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !!!

this is fis year chinese new year celebrate together wit valentine day , quite miss the previous valentine day , can celebrate wit friend and have single party ... hahax
but , whatever !!!
today meet up wit sze yee ( old old friend ) , learn make up from her ... we two hid in toilet for and hour , finally a look coming up !!! feel so shock all the pimple had been cover by using the cosmetic ... and i know how top make up finally ... seem like quite hard !!!

den night find my darling ... woohoo we have a short talk ,i miss you too my dear ~~ haha talk untill the time past so fast !! haix ... reli need a talk , a long long talk ....we talk from this to tat , from that to this ... SONG SONG SONG !!!

GONG XI FA CHAI !!!!

going bak IPOH tomorow , you this kim jie remember , is IPOH !!! haha gonna miss klang very much d , i will be seeing you all on thurs , bye bye , muackz

fis experience working as a commis

monday finish class , chelsea fetch me and fidella go their house and oso my FUTURE house , haha den we go eat bubble tea !! they say it is the best bubble tea , and i got tat feel oso ... den me and fidella together find our chef (joel) , after understand all the step den we get into the kitchen . wow , so busy run here run ther take ingredient and material , cut this cut that . wat to say ??? hmm actualy we are quite bad luck , find a counter which near the sink , and the sink;s paip keep broke . the water(oily ) all split out to our shirt knife set . den our food ingredient is not enough , this don have that don have . so suay~~ we fail for our custard pie , but luckily the lamb stick is the best among everyone , and it taste reli good!!!when i reach home already near 10 pm sumthing , feel reli tired and gain many experience also . It nice actually !!!

the fis pie tat we make , custard pie( it fail ) but not our wrong ... is the ingredient prob and the material prob , so my chef is still the best !!!

tis is my chef ... haha a very responsible banana chef !!!

finally , a french cuisine (lamb) is done , mash potato is the one below the lamb , taste so nice !!! i love it !!! yum yum ~~~

weird person...

ok , last sat and sun is my second working experience , working for g2 company as a lipton promoter ... haha is fun actually , i met a guy who work as tiger promoter , call ken ...i cant admitted he is a bad guy , mayb he just very naughty ... sat let kimjie fetch me go work , woo hoo , feel sorry to him because have to wake him up early , but bo huat !! i no transport ,den meet wit my supervisor (cyok yew) , before tat i still though his name is chong yew , a funny guy . I still rmb he told me tat day was he and his gf 3 years and 6 months , he show me her photo , after tat he kiss the screen in front me and tell me he miss her... i straight stunt at ther !!!

ok , sumthing happen while i working , when i am giving out all the drink , a guy approach me , he ask me whether do i know where are the tea come from , i say i duno . Den he tell me is from his hometown (PAKISTAN) , he ask me whether i wan to go anot , i reply i don wan . Gosh lar , den he call me ah moi , kahwin dengan saya , saya beri wang kamu pergi , tiga ribu untuk kamu , kahwin dengan saya . I totally going to faint tat time , luckily my friend came and chase him away . and i feel he using his eye mollessing me !!!


i got RM180 in two days !!!woohoo~~~so happy

drown in the busy life

ok , finally free to blog now... last sat i working as tiger susu promoter , is quite moody because i had to work alone in a stranger place , and the funny part is the pasar raya is at housing area , beside don have any stall .... i suddenly scare of where can go during my break , haix
and before the day i was so down because of the stupid monkey !!!
but , suddenly sumthing brighten me up , when i was clearing up the stok , yew and kuva suddenly appear in my sight , i was so shock !!!
and all i knew that kuva house was just opposite of the pasar raya seong ann ... how lucky am i !!!!

this wed was a reli scary experience for me !!! my course suppose to end at 530 , but i tell the lecturer that i got an emergency need go bak early , haha ... i quickly sit the bus and rush to ktm station to meet up wit mango and base , it really been so long time i didn meet wit them , quite miss them , and they are still the same ... we are going to raja chulan to have lipton training ... actually i am quite sorry to them because they acc me to go training and i am not the one should the company hire , haix...when we reach ther , they just told us that 3 of us must choose one !!!too bad .. after tat , we went bak... in the middle , something happen and i cry at the monorail station ... but now flash bak ,the incident was really freaking funny ... HAHAHAHA

YESTERDAY , a very happy day for me ... lalala~~~actually suppose to go eat snow flake wit sf them , but suddenly change to eat korean food wit all my college friends at korean restaurant!!! is so shock !!! i got a new korean friend , and she was cute and pretty ... 8 of us sit in the shuttle bus and reach at main campus ,we go into the korean restaurant , and call a lot of korean food , i eat stone rice bimbitbap... yum yum ... the stupid sf make me misunderstood , i quickly rush finish my food , run to go find cute alice , hmmm , she was alone sitting in the bench ... sorry ming hong ~~~ scold the fei fei la !!! den go library , me and mh keep seeing blog oli , and keep yer yer yer ... haha !!! den meet chris and cy , i keep non stop wit them , and they r too busy doing their bio homework ... feel sorry to them !!!the gal wit white shirt is the korean gal ... haha at the korean restaurant

the stone bowl is call stone bimbit bap ... a very nice korean cuisine , i look wierd because the waiter had mix everything up , NICE !!!

i love my college life now , is getting nice really , and my group is a funny and nice group ... ok , is late , post another time ... goodnight

scary man ...

yesterday was my fis day to wear formal i think , high heel , blouse and a skirt...
wow looking at the mirror , i feel my self so girly ... yes ! i m a girl , so i should proud because i m still got bit girly ... hahaha...
feel so uncomfort walking at the pathway to the library ...
suddenly a voice calling up to me ... a black guy (big mouth , big eye , black skin and wit a black glasses) ask for my number , den he tel me he want to find a girlfriend ... my heart was beating and i told him i got boyfriend...
at 2 pm , i walk out alone and wait for taylor bus , shit ... he was standing nearby somewhere ... i hid myself up and i was so scare that time ...when the bus arrive , i quickly hid in the crowd and go up the bus , wishing that the black guy not coming up ... badly , he come up at last and sit beside me ... i was totally lost my mind and feel so so so scare ... he ask me a lot wierd question and thinking of follow me go meet u wit my friend ...
luckily he go down the different destination without saying a goodbye to me ... i was so relief ...and that time my tear drop down ....

today was a reli happy day ... hahaha i have injection today , it was painful but this not the main point ... my taylor life is fun seriously , while waiting take for uniform , all of us was taking photo ... so zi lian ... den going bak , wow i same bus wit kitty ... damn happy !!! i am just like an angel looking at him while he was sleeping ... but it was too noisy !!and i hate you TAN HOU KEN !!! who let you sit his leg ... bo huat !!haix nvm , i am still very happy because i success talk some word wit him .... hehe still got one more hour to wait for him to bak now ... go sleep fis !!

lalalala ~~~~~i miss you !!!hohoho

sorry , my friend

haix , i m sorry...
once again i lost control and treat you like this ...
i duno why i will asking you like that , but i hope u will understand ... i will like this is because we make promise that we will share all the happiness , but now is just like i told you , but you keep avoid telling me ...
i feel regretting after i ask you about it , you got your own privacy and i shouldnt force you ....
and finally i understand now !!! but it is too late ...mayb i had already hurt you which i don wan , but please don be sad....
i duno must how face you , goodnight is a better way ...
reli hope it wont affect us ..... I WISH!!!!

my fourth day in college...

is 10 now , going to sleep soon ... that my life ??? nono , i think this habit will not last longer ..
ok , today is my fis day go into the class , it was quite interesting , that the way i think .
but , many ppl say is bored , but i don care !!!
ok hearing my lecture introduce the study to us , sound so fun ... we have to wear formal , a bloack court shoe and skin sock , and must have a light make up and bun up our hair , the most attract me is we can bring laptop and used it in the class ...
now my class is group 2 , a lovely group ... we got 12 ppl in a class , 8 girls and 4 guys...
got a bangladesh guy and an indian girl ...all the girls are my friends , today we should end our course at 2 , but lecturer allow us to end at 11 , so we all together go to lunch and library ... is so yao yeng , we go inside a room in library and talk and laugh loudly and nobody can hear the sound ...
ok , i m tired d... last thing to say , i today sit bus with chong yew them , hmmm i met him also ... the feeling is so happy and i cant stop smiling ... but , don need to mention also know what is he response ... nvm , i am used to it , and never GIVE UP !!!
GOODNIGHT!!

my fis day in college

ok , today is my fis day in college ... what to say , is that i m really lonely ....
my orientation start at 9 , but i arrive at 930 , when i step into MPH , lecturer start his talk and i sat down quietly , i can feel many ppl were staring at me ... fine !
after few hours talk follow my course ppl walk into the lecture theatre, my god !! i m having an eng test which i never prepared ... two page of essay ,i m faint !!
is so shock , i met someone who i knew , it was JULIAN ... hmm it wierd , but is good to met him , at least i got someone to talk to ... and he is a funny guy too , and quite cute lar ,...
ok next , have a free refreshment there ... the food was reli good ...
i met a lot of ppl , but beside smiling at them , saying hi ... there was nothing to say anymore ...
ok , having uniform measurement and taking photo already took me two hours to finish up everything ... after i took finish photo , gosh !!! everyone went for campus tour , but i chose to sit down and reading my book , it bored !!after the tour should be another talk which about financial ... that the funny part come .
i sat quietly , and i look at my watch , it was 410 something , but surrounding me was so quiet , left few ppl take turn taking photo . i found something go wrong , so i walked out , gosh lar , i see no one which same course wit me ,... i wondering wher are the othe going ... haix then i walk bak to mph , more cham , totally don have ppl and just left the stuff ,... i starting to be scare ... suddenly i look down , my god !!! actually everyone finish skul oredy and went bak , left me this toot wan still waiting for the next speech ! hmmmm ....

satisfied

am i ready ??? asking myself this stupid question many time ...
today is my last holiday , the day before i start my college life ...
the feeling is kinda wierd , i m reli excited to step into college life , in the same time i feel scare and insecured ....i need to be alone , going around the skul and make all new friends ....i cant think of wat wil i be afetr i step into my college , but all i know is , as the time going , no matter what , i will never forget all my friends , my darling ...that my promise to you all ...

and yest , 15/01/10 , i went to taylor lakeside wit monkey ken , take ktm , lrt and bus ... but w turn bak to the same place again , so we sat taxi to the campus , it reli a memorable adventure for me ....after that , i am so sad because i cant attend mummy(peiying) party , i reli miss you all girls so much ... but finally i get the chance to meet all of you before i go to college , i am satisfied .... and when we talk , chat play and everything , my heart is full of warmess ... it reli warm my heart up ... and i know i will never get the feeling when i am wit others .... so don worry , you all is still the most special toward me .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI YING !!!

a nice day for me ...

hahaha ... long time didn laugh till so happy already ...
moody day for quite a long time since all bad thing approach me ...
but ..IT OVERS !!!
today going interview at wisma genting wit che , mango and base
everything go smoothly , fis time interview , my feeling was really so nervous !
but , i think i can spoke quite fluently (laughing)
now jz waiting for the employer to call up , so i can work immediately , earn money !!
gambate !!!
den walk to time square and oso sg wang , jz have a window shopping , ntg else for me to buy ...
today heard a bad news ! i know what the feeling an accident happen to you !!! guai ... don be scare ... mayb it is useless for what i m saying now , but truly i understand what the feeling ...
i'm sorry .....
ok , hahaha long time didn mention my kitty d , but beh tahan la me .... i miss you so much... today going a level , luckily you had mention that your class no leng lui !!!
i m very happy lar ....
plus i jz receive call from padini , i got an interview on thursday ... lalala ~~~

hmmm

what can i say some more ??? 3000 plus 5000 again ???
haix i m reli such a 拜家女...

jingli 's sweet memory

opp , it not mine ... today is 02/01/2010, one day before jingli going ns ,
the stupid kimjie force me write it detaily , and i am willing to do so , who call he treat me so good .. hahaha ok fis , we(mango , che , jingli , waishu and me) go take ktm to kl sentral , den walk to monorail , but b4 tat we go eat mcdonald ..
after tat walk to pavilion change my cloth ... who know suddenly duno which stupid say wan see 3D avatar , den everyone go see ... it reli so expensive , rm19 !!!! but the movie is nice la ...
hey chong yew , sorry la , i will see one more time wit you d.. promise la !!!!! don sad don sad !!!
ok next , we walk to sg wang have last celebrate wit jingli , going say bye bye to his hair ....
den le , wait outside the toilet restaurant almost half hour until everybody going kisiao ...finally is
our turn to eat !!! below is our sampat photo ...ok , othe i upload let you all see again ... hey , jingli , hope you enjoy your day ... and take care at ns , hope to see botak d you soon ... goodbye !!!!